blog de yu: create yourself

Hey~
after my kinda depressing note yesterday i felt like i should give you something kinda to cheer up.
So let me share some thoughts with you guys.

Since we made a break with CB (not a break up, a break, we wont be gone forever)
a lot of things happened. In CB we grew up fast on our own but in a life we werent used to before, we learned things but missed out other things, everything has its good and bad sides.
After all the happenings the last year and our decision to make a break, everything went kinda gloomy for me, even still with the plan of doing Rouge Morgue.
Im this kind of person who gives a lot of chances and puts a lot of trust into people, cause i would want the same for me in case.
But if you want something to be right, you gotta do it yourself!
This might sound like it, but im not criticizing anyone from RM, more myself to let it all happen too fast and without a leash for the beast.
Im here in Los Angeles, i have tons of plans for what i wanna do. Of course i miss Germany, my parents and my best dude To over there, but right now im here to create myself again.
Thats the point why i was thinking about a different name, to make a step ahead, not to throw away the past, more to work it.
I took the time and still take some to think over myself...what do i want...where to go...
Its important for everyone to do this to figure yourself out and not tangle in the end in the wrong net!
I wanna become more than i am right now, im feeling incomplete and young...well the young might be good but i feel like i gotta learn some more ;)
Theres too much "I" in these sentences right?
Aneways, im going to keep going on, im not supposed to stop or rest 'n rust now!
Keep up with me and i keep you guys updated :)
Im gonna be back for you guys as soon as i can, not only as a performer or musician - i will be back as an artist. Life changes you everyday, like the sand that grinds the stone and youre the directing wind. Destiny will always be your own choice, these are your stars to place, your feet will move into the direction you want them to, reach out with your hand for your life you deserve - dreams can come true ;)

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yu

(remarque lo de qe no se fueron para siempre, para qe no qeden dudas, :))